[Having Terry in his arms has almost a calming effect on all the anxious knots that were riddling his body. He feels hus chest immediately settle but the tears come freely now, partly in relief and partly in joy and partly in the overwhelming sadness he feels at having been apart so long. He had tried to convince himself that love couldn’t possibly run this deep just to save himself from the pain but it all comes crashing back now and god it hurts.]
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[Having Terry in his arms has almost a calming effect on all the anxious knots that were riddling his body. He feels hus chest immediately settle but the tears come freely now, partly in relief and partly in joy and partly in the overwhelming sadness he feels at having been apart so long. He had tried to convince himself that love couldn’t possibly run this deep just to save himself from the pain but it all comes crashing back now and god it hurts.]