[Maxxie lets out a laugh that betrays how nervous he is as he watches Terry's hand. Despite the fact that he's telling himself to relax he's worried that he's built this up too much in his head and/or that he's going to make it terrible somehow. It's all he can do not to tense up when Terry's fingers press against him, and he just bites his lip and scans Terry's face endlessly to calm himself down.]
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