[He wishes he could articulate what exactly is going on in his head, because it's not being a skrull, not exactly. It's what that means. He only started changing how he looked to get away from the empire, both literally and to avoid that baggage, and the longer it went on the more free he felt. But that's a lot to explain when he's anxious and angry and only just discovering that he feels this way. It's not as if there's a simple way to say "it turns out my sense of self is entirely contingent on divorcing myself from everything I knew until a relatively short time ago because I hate everything I was up until then," when you're still figuring that out.]
Yeah.
[His shoulders sag weakly, and he nods, backing up to get out of the shower. He doesn't know what he needs right now, but he also doesn't think he's going to find it here.]
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Yeah.
[His shoulders sag weakly, and he nods, backing up to get out of the shower. He doesn't know what he needs right now, but he also doesn't think he's going to find it here.]