[Finnick frowns at that, like he's starting to realize that there's no way Terry could understand what's going on with him right now. He sighs in frustration and shakes his head.]

Whatever that other life is... it's terrible. If it's real, then whatever it is is making me do things that I don't want to do, and if it's not.... I can't even fathom where these thoughts and feelings would come from.