I'm not questioning that - I want this, I really do, especially if you do too. I wouldn't have offered if I thought more harm would come of it than good.

[He feels bad for ruining dinner and maybe Eames' buzz along with it, but this is too big to just gloss over.]

I guess this just brought up a lot of bad memories for me and that combined with worrying something might go wrong is just a little much right now.