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eames. ([personal profile] prethief) wrote in [community profile] ruffians2017-06-05 12:54 am

cool ways to handle feelings

[It's not necessarily that he's unaware of his feelings — Eames has spent enough time actively avoiding them that he has some awareness of the things he thinks and feels and would rather not deal with — it's just that if he was about to say something he had zero intention of ever saying out loud? There's ways he'd vastly prefer to have it fall out of his mouth than during sex without his express permission.]

[Of course, he didn't exactly deal with it well either. But when it just slips out between comments about how gorgeous and attractive Arthur is, and then they both kinda freeze up? It's a little hard to ignore that intense and sudden desire to not be there anymore. Especially when he'd pegged that uncertainty on Arthur's face and ended up babbling some apology and excuse about how he forgot something and hastily pulled his pants back on and left.]

[And then he just ends up pacing the hall outside Arthur's apartment, already embarrassed and frustrated with himself, but being shirtless and shoeless with an erection that stubbornly refuses to leave doesn't help. Eames pushes his hands through his hair with a frustrated groan, thinking over all the ways he's finally ruined this friendship with his dumb, stupid emotions and it was fine until he said anything and now it's going to be awkward at best but let's be honest it's ruined it's over he should just pack his stuff and go stay with his mother.]
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[personal profile] interpunct 2017-06-05 03:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[Arthur kisses him for a little longer and then pulls back just a touch, so he can talk as he noses at Eames' face.]

We should go back to bed.
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[personal profile] interpunct 2017-06-05 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[Arthur feels energized but either would be good for him as well, thought he doesn't give much indication at all as he leads the way to the bedroom and pulls off his shirt to get into bed. He does get underneath the covers and is ready to latch onto Eames as soon as he's laying down as well.]
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[personal profile] interpunct 2017-06-05 04:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[It feels the same and different all at once, and Arthur grins as he lays his head down on Eames' shoulder. He's so warm and inviting, and it feels like a small miracle that Arthur gets to be the one to be here with him like this. Someday maybe he'll be able to vocalize that.]
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[personal profile] interpunct 2017-06-16 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[Arthur grins and gets even closer than he was, feeling that giddiness again. After a moment he lets out a sound that could have been a laugh.]

I can't believe you said it while you were literally inside me.
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[personal profile] interpunct 2017-06-16 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[Arthur laughs a laugh of pure joy as he wriggles away from Eames' leg but stays in Eames' arms.]

No, no, it's romantic.
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[personal profile] interpunct 2017-06-16 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[He keeps laughing, so affectionate.]

Yeah, but that's, y'know...

[There's a hesitation in his voice but he manages it.]

Part of why I love you so much.
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[personal profile] interpunct 2017-06-17 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
It's very charming.

[Arthur says this like it might be a joke but he also actually feels that way.]
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[personal profile] interpunct 2017-06-17 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
[Arthur pulls his head away to raise his eyebrows at Eames.]

So?

[His is obviously the only opinion that matters.]
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[personal profile] interpunct 2017-06-17 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
[Arthur doesn't respond. He just wriggles a little bit to get himself in a good position to lean in for a kiss, because Eames is just too cute and tempting right now. There's no way Arthur's falling asleep any time soon anyway, so may as well make out for a bit.]
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[personal profile] interpunct 2017-06-17 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
[Arthur hums happily, wrapping his arm around Eames' neck. He'd press himself closer if they weren't already as close as can be, but his intention to get closer is definitely evident in the intensity that he kisses Eames with.]
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[personal profile] interpunct 2017-06-17 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
[Arthur echoes the desperate noise back at Eames, kissing him a little while longer with a growing hunger. When he pulls away to speak his tone is rought and a little rushed.]

If you wanted we could...

[He intends to finish that with "pick up where we left off" but it catches in his throat and the shift of his hips should make it somewhat obvious where he's going with it.]
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[personal profile] interpunct 2017-06-17 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I do, yeah.

[Arthur rubs the part of Eames' back that he can touch, feeling his face and chest heat up with the weird mix of emotions he's feeling.]

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