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[It's been some time since Eames has made the trip to Arthur's place, he's forgotten how long the walk from the station is. He kind of regrets not getting a cab or at least waiting for a bus because it is pissing it down with rain and Eames doesn't typically feel the cold that much, but he's soaked to the bone and his clothes are sticking to him and the wind cuts through him something awful. His hair is plastered to his forehead and he's pretty sure these shoes are ruined, to the point he doesn't even think about walking through puddles because it's not like his feet can get any more cold and wet at this point.]
[It's awful. He feels awful. He's cold and soaked and he can't feel his fingers and he just feels so guilty that it's almost scary. It's not like Eames has never been rude or said something uncalled for, but sometimes Eames is cruel and he's never been like that toward Arthur before. At first because he never cared enough, and then because he cared too much, and it's easy to forget how fucking easy it is for him. How he can target what upsets someone so easily and just twist it like a knife, make it into a weapon because he's angry and someone else is a convenient target to take it out on.]
[The worst part, maybe, is that Arthur was trying to help. He was just trying to be helpful and there's a million ways Eames could've told him he couldn't without being an asshole about it, but instead he pushed and he pushed and Arthur left and god he hates it. He's so fucking mad at himself. Spent days alone in the house waiting like it was just gonna blow over and Arthur would just come home as if it was some dumb little spat he needed an hour to cool off from.]
[Arthur's not gone forever, he's relatively sure. At some point he'd come home and be the bigger man about it, but wouldn't that just be another insult on top of everything? To make Arthur be the one to make the peace when Eames is the one who fucked things up to begin with? So here he is, sodden and freezing and miserable, knocking on Arthur's door like he basically never did before.]
[It's awful. He feels awful. He's cold and soaked and he can't feel his fingers and he just feels so guilty that it's almost scary. It's not like Eames has never been rude or said something uncalled for, but sometimes Eames is cruel and he's never been like that toward Arthur before. At first because he never cared enough, and then because he cared too much, and it's easy to forget how fucking easy it is for him. How he can target what upsets someone so easily and just twist it like a knife, make it into a weapon because he's angry and someone else is a convenient target to take it out on.]
[The worst part, maybe, is that Arthur was trying to help. He was just trying to be helpful and there's a million ways Eames could've told him he couldn't without being an asshole about it, but instead he pushed and he pushed and Arthur left and god he hates it. He's so fucking mad at himself. Spent days alone in the house waiting like it was just gonna blow over and Arthur would just come home as if it was some dumb little spat he needed an hour to cool off from.]
[Arthur's not gone forever, he's relatively sure. At some point he'd come home and be the bigger man about it, but wouldn't that just be another insult on top of everything? To make Arthur be the one to make the peace when Eames is the one who fucked things up to begin with? So here he is, sodden and freezing and miserable, knocking on Arthur's door like he basically never did before.]

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[He gestures vaguely toward said drawer, relaxing against the bed with a sigh.]
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You need to get those trousers off.
[Eames says it absently as he clambers off the bed and pushes the sweatpants down his hips and kicks them off, going for the drawer next.]
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God, you're gorgeous.
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[His voice comes out just above a murmur as he cranes his neck up a little bit, like he's magnetically drawn to Eames.]
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You're going to feel so good.
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[Well a liberal helping of lube will help, right. Eames sits up straight and reaches for the bottle to pour some straight on and takes a moment to reacquaint Arthur's dick with his hand before he shifts forward to line everything up and slowly sits back onto him.]
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[He stops for a moment, grinding his hips down a little and lifts Arthur's hand to press a kiss to his palm as he reaches for the other and leans forward to hold his wrists down either side of his head.]
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You're so, so beautiful like this.
[His voice comes out a little laboured as he starts moving in earnest, fucking back onto Arthur hard as he can manage like this.]
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It feels so fucking good.
[He's struggling not to turn his head and press his face into the pillow.]
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[He's definitely going to be feeling this in the morning, but right now it feels so good and Eames is pretty sure his opinion is only a little coloured by his emotions.]
[His fingers dig in a little harsh around Arthur's wrists before Eames catches himself; it's a fine line to be walking when he's this overwhelmed by how good Arthur feels inside him and how beautiful he is under him. Eames leans down to nip at Arthur's bottom lip and kiss him properly.]
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