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vampire trash? me?
[It's been on his mind a lot over the last few weeks, the idea of becoming a vampire. Partially because he's looking older than Arthur these days, and if he lets that go on too long it's going to get pretty weird, but moreover he just feels ready]
[Anxious as fuck, but ready.]
[The idea of it is terrifying — he'd gone to Mal for an explanation of the finer details rather than worry Arthur with his questions, seeing as she's actually done it before and Arthur hasn't — the idea that he could just... Die. It's not one that sits easy with Eames. He rather likes being alive, in fact half the point of becoming a vampire is to keep being alive, for a stretch on the word, forever.]
[So he's been dealing with that a lot, pretending otherwise whenever Arthur notices him being distant or pensive so he can work out his feelings on this without any outside influence. He knows Arthur wouldn't be mad if he changed his mind, it's a huge change to undertake, but it's not that he might not want this so much as wondering if the risks are really worth it.]
[They are.]
[But now they need to talk about it, so Eames is psyching himself up to do exactly that. Offered to stay in and make dinner while Arthur's off doing his errands to give himself some time alone to think about it. Maybe making some significant progress on a bottle of wine to calm his nerves, maybe it'll slow him down enough Arthur won't realise how keyed up he is the second he gets home.]
[Anxious as fuck, but ready.]
[The idea of it is terrifying — he'd gone to Mal for an explanation of the finer details rather than worry Arthur with his questions, seeing as she's actually done it before and Arthur hasn't — the idea that he could just... Die. It's not one that sits easy with Eames. He rather likes being alive, in fact half the point of becoming a vampire is to keep being alive, for a stretch on the word, forever.]
[So he's been dealing with that a lot, pretending otherwise whenever Arthur notices him being distant or pensive so he can work out his feelings on this without any outside influence. He knows Arthur wouldn't be mad if he changed his mind, it's a huge change to undertake, but it's not that he might not want this so much as wondering if the risks are really worth it.]
[They are.]
[But now they need to talk about it, so Eames is psyching himself up to do exactly that. Offered to stay in and make dinner while Arthur's off doing his errands to give himself some time alone to think about it. Maybe making some significant progress on a bottle of wine to calm his nerves, maybe it'll slow him down enough Arthur won't realise how keyed up he is the second he gets home.]
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Somewhere around four thousand dollars.
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That's a decent business she's got going.
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[He sounds less annoyed now than he did at the bar.]
One person can only give a that much blood every couple months, and even that’s more than doctors tend to recommend, so I guess it has to be steep if she wants to support them like that.
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She probably makes more than they know. It's hardly a fun, family business where everybody's equal.
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[He feels the same protective instinct that he used to feel whenever he was with Eames and another vampire, and he has to remind himself quickly that Eames isn’t appealing that way to them anymore.]
I can’t tell you how many times I’ve talked with her about loose ends, but she assures me they’ll never talk. I don’t know how she does it, but I can’t imagine it’s always nice.
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[Eames puffs out a breath, considering.]
Personally I'd be more worried about the clientele.
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[Arthur shifts a little on Eames’ chest, feeling the tug of a nap.]
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[He looka down at Arthur, he can see he's ready for a nap and combs his fingers through his hair.]
Always a risk with any product.
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[It comes out half a joke, muffled a little in Eames’ chest.]
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We should go to bed if you're planning to sleep.
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You wore me out.
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Well then obviously you need to rest more comfortably than this.
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Can you check the curtains?
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Back in a minute.
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Hey.
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[He grins right back and puts his arms around him.]
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You know, regardless of the context it's pretty hot when you can't wait to sit on my dick.
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Yes. You are always pretty hot.
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I'm glad you noticed.
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[It's the same when they're talking to Antonia, and Eames breathes a sigh of relief when they're in the private room. Immediately, sitting down and looking at his hands for a moment, and then up at Arthur.]
Feel like betting on whether I'll try to fight you this time?
[ha ha ha he's actually anxious about it]
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You'll think about it. It's not like you actually hit me last time.
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