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[Maxxie grins and kisses Terry as his hand drifts down to Terry's hip.]

You remember that first time in that club bathroom?

[He drags his fingertips along the skin of Terry's lower stomach.]

I think about that a lot. I had no idea I was going to fall in love with you.

[Terry, on the other hand, doesn't think about that at all. Not out of embarrassment, but because it feels so different to what they've become. Even once they started hooking up regularly, it was less 'quick blowjob in the bathroom' and more 'having fun with a decent friend,' so he snorts a laugh at the reminder.]

Oh, I don't know.

[He doesn't know if Maxxie's trying to be sexy or romantic here, but he's about to be neither of those things in response, looking at Maxxie with a raised eyebrow and the barest hint of a smile on his face.]

I mean how many guys leave lipstick on your dick to remember them by?

[Maxxie's eyebrows quirk a little bit as he looks down between them.]

More than one.

[He takes Terry in his hand with a light touch, just to get things moving in the right direction. He wants to be gentle and take his time here, make this intense.]

Obviously yours was the right shade.

More than one?

[It's hard to sound properly scandalised with a hand on your junk, Terry's voice wavers a little and he leans forward to nose at his hair and drops his voice to something a little more intimate.]

This whole time I thought I was special.

You are.

[His voice breaks a little into something undeniably genuine.]

I love you so much, Ter. There's no one more special to me than you.

You ruined it.

[Terry smiles, leaning closer to press a kiss to the closest bit of Maxxie's face.]

I love you too.

[He combs some of Maxxie's hair away from his forehead.]

I never thought I-- I never expected... [His voice shakes a little, this time not just because of the hand on his dick.] You're so much more than I deserve.

[Maxxie shakes his head, smiling. His hand is still moving gently.]

You know I think the same thing about you all the time.

That's dumb.

[He's a little distracted, it's hard to stop the negativity before it makes it to his mouth. He shakes his head, frowning.]

Sorry-- I mean, uh...

[God he has half a boner and Maxxie's hand feels really good. It's way too hard to think about what he's saying.]

You know, I... [He bites his lip on a moan this time] You know...

[Maxxie watches Terry's face closely, fighting the urge to ramp up the intensity to get more of that right away. If anything he slows down with a few long, languid strokes, savouring the feeling of Terry in his hand.]

Feels good, yeah?

Yeah.

[He bites his lip, eyes closed, and drags his hand up Maxxie's arm to grip his shoulder]

I can't believe I forgot how good you are at this.

[Maxxie lets out a dry but bashful laugh.]

And here I thought I was unforgettable.

I could never forget you.

[The sex just isn't at the forefront of his mind ok]

[Maxxie gets just a bit closer to nose at Terry's face, his voice dropping to a murmur.]

I missed this so much, being able to touch you like this, having you inside me...

I want...

[His voice trails off, feeling a little uncertain of himself. Almost painfully earnest when he looks at Maxxie, searching his face for a moment before he tries to speak again.]

Whatever you want, however you want. I just want to make you feel good.

[Maxxie nods slightly in acknowledgement.]

I'm gonna make us both feel good.

[He swipes his thumb over the tip of Terry's dick.]

I just might need a bit of help getting there.

[He opens his mouth to say something, but what comes out instead is a whimper and he bites his lip. Sure he's hard, but it's more than that. He's so overwhelmed right now, flushed down to his chest and looking at Maxxie like he's the most important person in the world, probably because he is. He so desperately wants to make him feel half as good as just being around him feels for Terry.]

[Maxxie finally relents, letting go of Terry with a soft carress as he starts to pull his hand away.]

Do you have any, um...

[Why can't there be a better word for lube than lube.]

Yeah.

[He's reluctant to move away from Maxxie, but he pushes himself up on an arm to try and reach the nightstand.]

It's in the same place.

[He just reaches over and gets the lube, fumbling only slightly with the drawer in his slight desperation. He hesitates as he looks down at it and then holds it out to Terry, like he's about to ask him if he knows what to do with it or like he's not entirely sure that they should be doing this. They've done it so many times before but it's probably been months for both of them and Maxxie's got taht feeling in his gut like it's going to hurt again. It probably is going to hurt at first, but he knows how to get over that. He also knows that he really needs Terry inside of him ASAP so he hands over the lube and lays back down.]

Just... go slow.

Yeah, of course.

[He takes the tube, pretending not to be as anxious as he feels, and squirts a generour amount into his palm, rubbing his hands together to warm it up.]

I mean we want to take our time, right?

[It's kind of a joke for Maxxie's sake because Terry can sense how tense he is, and he shifts to get closer to him. Not on top of him just yet, but close enough to lay with a leg loosely tangled with one of Maxxie's and gently nudge his legs apart to trace his fingers along the crook of his inner thigh until he finds his entrance, circling it lightly while he waits to feel Maxxie relax.]

[Maxxie lets out a laugh that betrays how nervous he is as he watches Terry's hand. Despite the fact that he's telling himself to relax he's worried that he's built this up too much in his head and/or that he's going to make it terrible somehow. It's all he can do not to tense up when Terry's fingers press against him, and he just bites his lip and scans Terry's face endlessly to calm himself down.]

[Terry's patience is almost endless, waiting as long as he needs to. It's somewhat for his own peace of mind, to make sure he doesn't hurt Maxxie, but even if it's been a while they have plenty of experience together. Enough that it bolsters Terry a little and lets him rely on his instincts to know when Maxxie's relaxed enough for him to slowly press a finger into him.]

[Maxxie gasps at the pressure, digging his fingers into Terry's skin where he's rested his hand on Terry's chest. It feels good but it has been a while and he already is so nervous about this. He keeps focused on Terry's face, nuzzling in a little as he breathes and pushes himself to relax.]

[He almost stops when Maxxie's fingers dig into his chest, but he doesn't, not entirely. He's fairly confident he knows Maxxie well enough to know when something's wrong, but he's hesitant to keep going without verbal confirmation from Maxxie.]

[Nuzzling back, he murmurs softly;] You okay?

[Maxxie licks his lips and nods, pulling away only a touch.]

Just a bit tight, you know.

[There's a moment of hesitation before he goes on.]

And I want you so bad it's making me nervous.

[It's totally an admission - not meant to be sexy at all. He's embarassed but he needs this at the same time.]

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forgot this thread was here

how could you

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