vampire trash? me?

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[It's been on his mind a lot over the last few weeks, the idea of becoming a vampire. Partially because he's looking older than Arthur these days, and if he lets that go on too long it's going to get pretty weird, but moreover he just feels ready]

[Anxious as fuck, but ready.]

[The idea of it is terrifying — he'd gone to Mal for an explanation of the finer details rather than worry Arthur with his questions, seeing as she's actually done it before and Arthur hasn't — the idea that he could just... Die. It's not one that sits easy with Eames. He rather likes being alive, in fact half the point of becoming a vampire is to keep being alive, for a stretch on the word, forever.]

[So he's been dealing with that a lot, pretending otherwise whenever Arthur notices him being distant or pensive so he can work out his feelings on this without any outside influence. He knows Arthur wouldn't be mad if he changed his mind, it's a huge change to undertake, but it's not that he might not want this so much as wondering if the risks are really worth it.]

[They are.]

[But now they need to talk about it, so Eames is psyching himself up to do exactly that. Offered to stay in and make dinner while Arthur's off doing his errands to give himself some time alone to think about it. Maybe making some significant progress on a bottle of wine to calm his nerves, maybe it'll slow him down enough Arthur won't realise how keyed up he is the second he gets home.]

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[Arthur gives him a brief squeeze.]

I didn’t hate it, it just surprised me.

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Surprised me too.

[Eames sighs, appreciating Arthur's attempts here, but it doesn't really do anything to stop how he feels about all this.]

I've never been that caught off by my own behaviour before. I don't like it.

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[Arthur nods, looking around thoughtfully.]

It’s a different set of urges to get used to. Humans have all of infancy to get used to theirs and they aren’t nearly as overwhelming as ours.

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Right, but it's hardly as if there's a pulse and fresh blood in there to get me all riled up.

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I don’t know, maybe it’s a visceral thing. Feeling the skin under your lips. For me sometimes it was more the heat coming off of you than the heartbeat. Sometimes just biting into flesh fulfills a need you didn’t know you had.

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It did feel really good.

[He sighs and moves so he can tuck his head under Arthur's a little petulantly.]

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]Arthur hums and brushes his cheek against Eames’ hair.]

Maybe we should try it again some time. No one’s actually bitten me for centuries and it wasn’t very sexy. Well, it was sexy for Dom and Mal I guess. They usually drank from me as foreplay.

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I should probably figure out how to control myself first.

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We’ll figure it out.

[Another squeeze.]

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Will you still love me if I'm an uncontrollable monster?

[He's mostly joking.]

[Mostly.]

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[He kisses Eames’ head.]

As long as you still listen to me.

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As long as you're worth listening to.

[The smirk is totally audible in his voice.]

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[Arthur laughs softly, still pressing his lips to Eames' hair. He lets a moment of silence fall before he speaks again.]

I'm still really hard.

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[Eames feels a pang of sympathy and regret, seeing as he did go and ruin all that sex they were gonna do, but his own boner has almost entirely gone down at this point and he's not feeling super turned on right now in general.]

[There's other ways he can solve that problem and he hums in thought, as if he didn't make up his mind straight away, and he rolls on top of Arthur to move down his body with A Purpose.]

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[Arthur hums in anticipation, putting his hands on Eames' back. He loves this man and what his mouth is doing right now and it's true that he is distractingly turned on right now despite the fact that they've had to have a serious conversation. Apparently his boner didn't get the message.]

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[Eames is fine with all that, taking Arthur into his mouth with a hum. He doesn't mess around and relaxes his throat to take him in all the way, honestly he's kinda excited to really try out this whole 'not needing to breathe' thing.]

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[Arthur groans and arches his back, trying not to push into Eames' mouth even though his dick has been aching for some attention all this time.]

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[Eames bobs his head, working to get Arthur off quickly so that they can go back to cuddling.]

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[It's not going to take long since Arthur already had Eames sitting on his dick, but it is going to take just a little bit longer as Arthur moans and runs his fingers through Eames' hair.]

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[Eames hums, always a fan of the attention, and moves his head a little to make the angle a little more comfortable. Occasionally adding in the odd encouraging noise to move him along. Maybe a little gentle ball fondling while he's at it too.]

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[Arthur groans again and arches his back, warning Eames that the end is nigh and very soon.]

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[Eames keeps pace, working his throat and jaw to push Arthur through to his orgasm.]

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[Arthur is pretty vocal about his orgasm when it arrives, lightly tugging on Eames' hair and arching his back even more. He has to stop himself from pushing his hips up and off the bed but he manages for Eames' sake and finishes with a few soft moans.]

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[When he's done, Eames hums softly and lifts his head, licking his lips a little idly as he crawls back up the bed to lay back down like he was before Arthur's boner became a problem.]

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[Arthur stretches out happily, accommodating Eames beside him and humming.]

Thanks.