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[Terry responds by pressing himself a little more against Maxxie, slipping an arm around him as much as he can with a gentle sigh. Just keeping him close like it's the most important thing he could possibly do right now.]

[It occurs to him that Terry isn't pursuing any further stage of undress or anything else along those lines so Maxxie gives Terry's ass a last squeeze and then pulls his hand out of Terry's pants. He's breathing just a bit heavier than normal and he's not entirely sure what to do with his hands but it's okay because he's with Terry.]

[Terry is still for a moment, but when he lifts his head to look at Maxxie with his brows furrowed in confusion. That definitely felt like it was going somewhere, and it's not that Terry objects to ending the trip a little early, he's just never known Maxxie to do that.]

Are you... okay?

[That's probably a weird thing to ask right now isn't it.]

I just... don't want to be pushy, y'know?

[He laughs a little nervously.]

I haven't... um, been with anyone... since you.

[It's not like it's been a ridiculous length of time but he also has kind of built this up in his head and that makes him nervous.]

[Terry lifts both hands to cup Maxxie's face.]

I'm fine with pushy.

[He smiles in an attempt to be reassuring, and pushes his hands up through Maxxie's hair.]

[Maxxie's eyebrows knit together.]

Are you sure?

[He glances over Terry's face.]

I've needed you so badly.

Yeah, always.

[He combs his fingers affectionately through Maxxie's hair, chewing his lip a little before he speaks.]

We haven't-- I mean... It's not just since you went home. [His gaze drops away from Maxxie's face guiltily.] I was with Silver and Gold all that time too...

[He catches himself though, determined not to make it a pity party, and looks back up with a small smile at the corners of his mouth.]

So I might be kinda off my game-- You kinda have to be pushy with me right now.

[He puts his hand on Terry's chest, worrying at his lip.]

Can we go back to your room?

[Terry's a little reluctant to get off Maxxie, but he does. Standing up and offering Maxxie a hand.]

[He takes Terry's hand and gets up, holding onto it as he starts towards Terry's room. He knows he's always needed this more than Terry, and maybe now more than ever, but his emotions have always manifested at least in part as physical needs. He feels like he needs this before their reunion is really complete.]

[He gives Maxxie's hand a squeeze as they walk to his room, lifting it to his face to kiss Maxxie's knuckles before making the executive decision to take his pants off before he climbs on the bed. He's gonna have to be naked sooner or later and tries to just get that over with instead of worrying that he's repulsive now or something.]

[Terry does decide to be glad he's never grown much body hair though. He's not maintained like he usually is, but nothing's so thick he feels embarrassed either.]

[Maxxie doesn't particularly mind or care how well maintained Terry is in that department. He's kept up his own rituals if only to keep himself sane but all he sees in Terry is someone he loves and needs to be close to. He follows Terry's lead, getting naked and then quickly under the covers, not out of modesty but nerves. He holds out his hand for Terry's face, looking for a kiss]

C'mere.

[Terry smiles, a little bashful, and gets under the covers with Maxxie. Easily letting him cup his face and leans in for a kiss, putting his other hand on Maxxie's chest as he presses close.]

[Maxxie grins and kisses Terry as his hand drifts down to Terry's hip.]

You remember that first time in that club bathroom?

[He drags his fingertips along the skin of Terry's lower stomach.]

I think about that a lot. I had no idea I was going to fall in love with you.

[Terry, on the other hand, doesn't think about that at all. Not out of embarrassment, but because it feels so different to what they've become. Even once they started hooking up regularly, it was less 'quick blowjob in the bathroom' and more 'having fun with a decent friend,' so he snorts a laugh at the reminder.]

Oh, I don't know.

[He doesn't know if Maxxie's trying to be sexy or romantic here, but he's about to be neither of those things in response, looking at Maxxie with a raised eyebrow and the barest hint of a smile on his face.]

I mean how many guys leave lipstick on your dick to remember them by?

[Maxxie's eyebrows quirk a little bit as he looks down between them.]

More than one.

[He takes Terry in his hand with a light touch, just to get things moving in the right direction. He wants to be gentle and take his time here, make this intense.]

Obviously yours was the right shade.

More than one?

[It's hard to sound properly scandalised with a hand on your junk, Terry's voice wavers a little and he leans forward to nose at his hair and drops his voice to something a little more intimate.]

This whole time I thought I was special.

You are.

[His voice breaks a little into something undeniably genuine.]

I love you so much, Ter. There's no one more special to me than you.

You ruined it.

[Terry smiles, leaning closer to press a kiss to the closest bit of Maxxie's face.]

I love you too.

[He combs some of Maxxie's hair away from his forehead.]

I never thought I-- I never expected... [His voice shakes a little, this time not just because of the hand on his dick.] You're so much more than I deserve.

[Maxxie shakes his head, smiling. His hand is still moving gently.]

You know I think the same thing about you all the time.

That's dumb.

[He's a little distracted, it's hard to stop the negativity before it makes it to his mouth. He shakes his head, frowning.]

Sorry-- I mean, uh...

[God he has half a boner and Maxxie's hand feels really good. It's way too hard to think about what he's saying.]

You know, I... [He bites his lip on a moan this time] You know...

[Maxxie watches Terry's face closely, fighting the urge to ramp up the intensity to get more of that right away. If anything he slows down with a few long, languid strokes, savouring the feeling of Terry in his hand.]

Feels good, yeah?

Yeah.

[He bites his lip, eyes closed, and drags his hand up Maxxie's arm to grip his shoulder]

I can't believe I forgot how good you are at this.

[Maxxie lets out a dry but bashful laugh.]

And here I thought I was unforgettable.

I could never forget you.

[The sex just isn't at the forefront of his mind ok]

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