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vampire trash? me?
[It's been on his mind a lot over the last few weeks, the idea of becoming a vampire. Partially because he's looking older than Arthur these days, and if he lets that go on too long it's going to get pretty weird, but moreover he just feels ready]
[Anxious as fuck, but ready.]
[The idea of it is terrifying — he'd gone to Mal for an explanation of the finer details rather than worry Arthur with his questions, seeing as she's actually done it before and Arthur hasn't — the idea that he could just... Die. It's not one that sits easy with Eames. He rather likes being alive, in fact half the point of becoming a vampire is to keep being alive, for a stretch on the word, forever.]
[So he's been dealing with that a lot, pretending otherwise whenever Arthur notices him being distant or pensive so he can work out his feelings on this without any outside influence. He knows Arthur wouldn't be mad if he changed his mind, it's a huge change to undertake, but it's not that he might not want this so much as wondering if the risks are really worth it.]
[They are.]
[But now they need to talk about it, so Eames is psyching himself up to do exactly that. Offered to stay in and make dinner while Arthur's off doing his errands to give himself some time alone to think about it. Maybe making some significant progress on a bottle of wine to calm his nerves, maybe it'll slow him down enough Arthur won't realise how keyed up he is the second he gets home.]
[Anxious as fuck, but ready.]
[The idea of it is terrifying — he'd gone to Mal for an explanation of the finer details rather than worry Arthur with his questions, seeing as she's actually done it before and Arthur hasn't — the idea that he could just... Die. It's not one that sits easy with Eames. He rather likes being alive, in fact half the point of becoming a vampire is to keep being alive, for a stretch on the word, forever.]
[So he's been dealing with that a lot, pretending otherwise whenever Arthur notices him being distant or pensive so he can work out his feelings on this without any outside influence. He knows Arthur wouldn't be mad if he changed his mind, it's a huge change to undertake, but it's not that he might not want this so much as wondering if the risks are really worth it.]
[They are.]
[But now they need to talk about it, so Eames is psyching himself up to do exactly that. Offered to stay in and make dinner while Arthur's off doing his errands to give himself some time alone to think about it. Maybe making some significant progress on a bottle of wine to calm his nerves, maybe it'll slow him down enough Arthur won't realise how keyed up he is the second he gets home.]
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Do you feel better now?
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[Eames keeps his arms where they are are and closes his eyes with a soft sigh.]
I'm still... I'm still hungry, but the way Mal described it I think it's just something I have to get used to unless I plan on going out biting people every other night.
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You don't notice it after a while. You can have as much of the blood from the fridge as you want, though.
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[He says it very much in the tone of voice of a man who is "up to something" and gets out of bed to go to the wardrobe.]
[What is he hiding? It's a mystery and Arthur will just have to come and see.]
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[Like a mini-fridge stocked with an absolutely ludicrous amount of blood. It's pretty much full to bursting and Eames presents it with the most pleased with himself smile.]
I was walking a really tight line on how much was safe to take.
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When did you...?
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[Eames is still very pleased with himself, as evidenced by that smug smile.]
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You are so fucking amazing.
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[Eames grins and puts his hands on Arthur's hips, nosing at his face all happily.]
Aren't you glad you have me forever now?
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Couldn't be happier.
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[He plays with Arthur's waistband, glancing down.]
There's something I've wondered for a while now.
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[God this man is lovely.]
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[He glances up at Arthur's face then, eyes already darker with lust.]
Exactly how hard can you fuck me?
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Depending on how strong you're feeling, we could certainly try and find out.
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What better way to welcome me back into the world, hm?
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Why don't you finish your blood and we'll move this to my room. You're dried blood on the sheets isn't as appealing as you might think.
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[He takes the two mugs with him to deposit them somewhere he won't forget about them on his way, gesturing for Arthur to come with.]
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