the punchline to the joke is asking "someone save us"

[traumatizing]

STILL HERE, HUH?

Looks like you're still on Tera. By choice, or maybe you missed your chance to get home. Doesn't matter really, you're here now and you gotta deal with the fallout one way or another. Here's hoping that works out for you.

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[traumatizing]

It is. It's good.

[notahobby]

[Maxxie leans in for another kiss, quicker this time but a little more demanding. He wants to get back to feeling comfortable enough with Terry to just be the way he wants to be, unnecessary levels of affection and all. Right now he still feels a little hesitant but excited to be lying in bed with him again.]

[traumatizing]

[Terry makes a quietly pleased noise at that, deciding to pull himself closer until he's flush against Maxxie this time. He's too tired to feel any of the discomfort or anxiety he usually would, just wanting to be as close as possible. Craving that safe feeling he's always gotten with Maxxie, that feeling that everything's okay so long as he's here.]

[notahobby]

[Maxxie presses himself against Terry completely, wrapping his arm around him and nosing into his face.]

I love you.

[He's just gonna keep saying it. It feels good to say.]

[traumatizing]

Love you too.

[Terry holds himself close, soaking up this moment. He's scared that tomorrow, Maxxie won't be here, so he needs to milk this for every second he can get.]

[notahobby]

[When it feels like they can't comfortably get any closer Maxxie finally starts to let himself drift into sleep, feeling so glued to Terry that nothing bad can happen while he's asleep. Some of this feels like a dream but it's been going too long and feels too real but that doesn't completely erase his fears that he'll wake up back in his bed at home and all of this will be gone.]

[traumatizing]

[Despite being exhausted, Terry can't make himself sleep. He's just so terrified he'll go to sleep and wake up and this will have been a dream that he can't make it happen. Clinging to Maxxie the whole time until he'll be all but wrapped around him by the time he wakes up.]

[notahobby]

[Maxxie sleeps for a good few hours and when he wakes up he makes a happy sound into whatever part of Terry his face is in right now. It's so lovely to wake up with Terry in his arms after so long of waking up with Terry not in his arms.]

[traumatizing]

[Terry's here alright, rapidly approaching an insomnia-induced delirium, but he's here. And he turns his head to nose affectionately at Maxxie when he hears him start to stir.]

Hey.

[notahobby]

[Maxxie pulls back to look at him sleepily, grinning when he confirms it is indeed Terry holding him right now.]

Hey.

[traumatizing]

Sleep alright?

[He lifts a hand to comb through Maxxie's hair, easy and familiar.]

[notahobby]

Yeah.

[He tilts his head into Terry's hand.]

You?

[traumatizing]

I, uh...

[He chews his lip a little.]

I didn't sleep.

[notahobby]

Terry.

[Maxxie sighs in disappointment and sits up to look down at him.]

You must be exhausted.

[traumatizing]

Uh. [UM] Yeah. Kinda.

[He looks like shit and he feels terrible.]

[notahobby]

[Maxxie runs his fingers through Terry's hair, his brows knitting together in concern.]

Is there anything I can do?

[traumatizing]

No, I just...

[Terry sighs, voice wavering a little but he's gonna power through it.]

I'm so scared, Max.

[notahobby]

[Maxxie keeps running his hand through Terry's hair, occasionally also dragging his hand down the side of his face to brush his thumb along his cheekbone.]

Why?

[traumatizing]

I keep thinking I'm gonna wake up and you won't be here.

[He takes a deep breath and turns his head a little, like if his voice is muffled by the pillow then it's not real.]

Like you'll have left or that this is just a dream or... Whatever.

[notahobby]

I'm not going anywhere.

[He knows what Terry's feeling and he doesn't want to trivialize that, but there's nothing more he can say.]

You need to sleep. I'll be right here when you wake up.

[traumatizing]

[He makes a soft, distressed noise, but he tries valiantly to just blow straight past it with a joke.]

I'm probably gonna sleep for a while.

[notahobby]

[Maxxie shrugs.]

S'okay. You got tons of mugs I can piss in so I don't even have to leave the room.

[Aren't you glad this is your boyfriend?]

[traumatizing]

[WELL. Actually that helps. Because he's fairly certain a dream Maxxie wouldn't say that. Terry snorts a quiet laugh and rearranges himself a little so he can press his face just. Right into Maxxie's chest. It's not going to take him long to fall asleep, but honestly he's going to sleep for at least ten hours, he's running on fumes at this point.]

Just don't get any piss on the bed.

[Goodnight forever]

[notahobby]

[Maxxie laughs softly and puts his hand on Terry's back, rubbing it gently to ease him into sleep. He's almost definitely not going to piss in any mugs but he does manage to get back to sleep. If he wakes up again he just stays put, thinking about how great it is to be back with Terry, looking around the room and thinking about how great it's going to be to put everything right together.]

[traumatizing]

[It's the first peaceful sleep Terry's had since, well. Since Maxxie left. He's just so warm and solid, Terry feels so safe here. He always has. He cuddles in even more in his sleep, as if it was possible, every time it even feels a little like Maxxie might be moving to get up or leave he clings a little harder and moans softly in complaint.]

[He's never been a morning person — or a waking up person more accurately — and where Maxxie was happy and nuzzled at Terry when he woke up, Terry groans and presses his face into Maxxie's chest. He has no idea how long he's been asleep but it's not enough because it's never enough.]