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vampire trash? me?
[It's been on his mind a lot over the last few weeks, the idea of becoming a vampire. Partially because he's looking older than Arthur these days, and if he lets that go on too long it's going to get pretty weird, but moreover he just feels ready]
[Anxious as fuck, but ready.]
[The idea of it is terrifying — he'd gone to Mal for an explanation of the finer details rather than worry Arthur with his questions, seeing as she's actually done it before and Arthur hasn't — the idea that he could just... Die. It's not one that sits easy with Eames. He rather likes being alive, in fact half the point of becoming a vampire is to keep being alive, for a stretch on the word, forever.]
[So he's been dealing with that a lot, pretending otherwise whenever Arthur notices him being distant or pensive so he can work out his feelings on this without any outside influence. He knows Arthur wouldn't be mad if he changed his mind, it's a huge change to undertake, but it's not that he might not want this so much as wondering if the risks are really worth it.]
[They are.]
[But now they need to talk about it, so Eames is psyching himself up to do exactly that. Offered to stay in and make dinner while Arthur's off doing his errands to give himself some time alone to think about it. Maybe making some significant progress on a bottle of wine to calm his nerves, maybe it'll slow him down enough Arthur won't realise how keyed up he is the second he gets home.]
[Anxious as fuck, but ready.]
[The idea of it is terrifying — he'd gone to Mal for an explanation of the finer details rather than worry Arthur with his questions, seeing as she's actually done it before and Arthur hasn't — the idea that he could just... Die. It's not one that sits easy with Eames. He rather likes being alive, in fact half the point of becoming a vampire is to keep being alive, for a stretch on the word, forever.]
[So he's been dealing with that a lot, pretending otherwise whenever Arthur notices him being distant or pensive so he can work out his feelings on this without any outside influence. He knows Arthur wouldn't be mad if he changed his mind, it's a huge change to undertake, but it's not that he might not want this so much as wondering if the risks are really worth it.]
[They are.]
[But now they need to talk about it, so Eames is psyching himself up to do exactly that. Offered to stay in and make dinner while Arthur's off doing his errands to give himself some time alone to think about it. Maybe making some significant progress on a bottle of wine to calm his nerves, maybe it'll slow him down enough Arthur won't realise how keyed up he is the second he gets home.]
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Nude beach?
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[He lounges all casually, waiting for Arthur to join him.]
I thought I should take full advantage of my last chance to sunbathe.
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[Arthur gets down to his underwear and then loses patience with how he's not touching Eames right this minute so he gets on the bed and puts his hand on Eames' chest like he's appreciating a work of art.]
You're gorgeous.
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[Eames just lays there, soaking up the attention with a smirk on his face.]
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I really did miss you.
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I missed you too.
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What do you want to do tonight?
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[Eames instead wraps his arms about Arthur's shoulders and pushes his fingers up through the back of his hair. Voice low and thick when he replies.]
Whatever you want.
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Are you up to it if I drink a little?
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If you don't mind cleaning up while I'm asleep, that is.
[Eames is entirely for it, for the record.]
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Of course not.
[He leans back down to give Eames a good kiss before he reaches over to get the condoms and lube.]
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You're too easy.
[His tone is charmed as he drags his fingers across Eames' lower stomach, basically getting as close to the Important Bits as he can without actually touching - he's patient enough to wait on that.]
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